Thursday, October 22, 2009

For the Big Bang Theory fans

I've done nothing today but sleep, do practice papers and practice papers and a bit of blogging and Facebook. If my life were a sitcom right now, I think it would look a little something like this:



I hope this pumps you up for exams xD. Good luck, less than a month till we can party!

My little friends




I hate it when my parents bring animals home. And they're not the kind of people who take in homeless puppies. I'm talking about animals to...to eat. Right now I have AC-DC playing on full blast to cloud over the sound of her flapping wings struggling from my dad's grasp over her neck, fighting for life. I can hear her cooing, calling for me to save her. I'm sorry, I wish I could take you away to a nice farm where you can run around and live forever.

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

The EeeCeePee Letter

This was written by a nicer, less version of me aka pre-VCE Marianne

Dear future Marianne,
First of all if you’re reading this letter it means you haven’t commit suicide or dropped out of school because of a mental breakdown. Good job. I’m hot, sweaty and gross right now and there’s this annoying fly trying to get in my ear…anyway the whole point of this letter that I write to you right now is to remind you why I’m putting myself through this torture called VCE. Knowing myself (as you do) I’ll probably remember most of the stuff I’ve written here anyway just like how I remember what I wrote to myself in my year 7 capsule. I haven’t changed much. My writings the same and I practically look the same. Here’s a reminder: I want to make myself proud, and most of all my parents proud. I want to buy my dad the BMW he’s always wanted. What happens after that I’m not sure really.
I guess…I guess I want to write a book, learn more words, swear less, Google everything, smile more. I want to save animal’s lives, save the environment, live in England some day, be a regular volunteer for the community. If I can be a good person that gives herself to the world then I’m happy with that. I want to pay more attention in church and in prayer too so you better work on that ha ha. I know how unlikely it is for me to make it into veterinary science, I know it’s good to aim high but it just seems so impossible. That’s ok, cheer up Charlie. Oh and I want to make a movie and post it on Youtube like Smosh ☺. So, er anyway I think that’s about it. Just do your best and don’t screw up too bad that’s all I’m asking. I swear if you’re on msn right now I’m coming over there into the future to whoop your ass! Marianne, don’t forget to think about your friends, maybe be a little more nicer to them.
I also want to work in an aquarium! Just putting some options out there in case you run short of ideas. Study hard, if we lose well it’s not like your ENTER score defines the kind of person you are. It’s a stupid test that measures how well you can do their stupid test. So goodbye, good luck and make the most of what you’ve got now. We’re going place no matter what number we get, I just know it ;)
-Marianne CYC Edge Forest Camp by the flowing river under a shady tree

I got so emotional when I read this. I used to be so much more hopeful (and a bit of a hippy :S) than I am now. I know how corny this sounds but after getting caught up in the competition and work in VCE I kind of forgot the importance of you know, trying to better myself as a human being. So thanks for that past Marianne…I wish she’ll come back. I hope I haven’t lost that part of me.

Thursday, October 1, 2009

EeeCeePee Letter

Has everyone gotten their letter they wrote to themselves in ECP? I felt like crying but it was also pretty funny. I think when i have time I'll type it up here. Here's a line "I swear Marianne if you're on msn right now I'm heading over there into the future to whoop your ass." It actually scared me, I remember meaning it at the time. Ok past Marianne, I will delete msn just for you. Please don't kill me.